Sunday, November 9, 2008

Fear Holds You Back


I have been thinking about my job a lot lately, probably too much, which is not a good thing unless you are a doctor or a governor or someone even more important. It comes down to having to pay the bills, and being responsible, but I think I should prepare for whatever changes may lie ahead.

And that gets me to thinking, also, about what I do with my time, and how much control do I really have over it (not much at this point in my life) but what more could I do? I seem to be surrounded by some things I really am fond of, without really involving myself in them completely. It's like they are all floating around me, and I am simply pointing at them, rather than grabbing at them a giving them a tug, at least.

I think its fear, and fear holds you back.